Am I a silver-haired agoraphobic woman?

The thought of going out in public is really getting to me lately. I put off going to buy groceries until I've absolutely run out of food. I do need to work on that somehow. Going to a restaurant by myself... LOL I don't think I'll ever be able to do that. I guess I should just act like a grownup since I'll be unable to deny that I am one in a couple of days.

Oh ha ha, I know, the silver at my temples gives that away, but it seems to be the part of my hair that just doesn't hold on to color. What to do, what to do? :) Maybe try a darker color so that it at least looks natural when my roots start to show.

Having half of my hair silver is just a fact of my life at this point. I'm okay with it, really. I knew this was going to happen, and I'm just happy that it isn't plain old mousy grey.

I've been watching the silver take over since I was 16, and I only had to look at my brother and my father to see the future of my hair. LOL I guess technically I'm salt and pepper now. And... I'll bet that eventually my hair is going to be white, like Dad's is becoming.

Hmm.... I wonder how old I'm going to be when I stop feeling the compulsion to color my hair? I also wonder if I'm going to look all right with white hair.